It happens

I remember the times when azalea was in love with me. Nothing really could stop us. Remembering our first year of our relationship always brings me to tears. Seeing what it has become too. I'm hitting myself over my head day and night. Losing control of my feelings and emotions, my behavior seems rather erratic (kinda scary and uncomfortable) and i really don't like this. I just pray for me to feel happy regardless of the situation but for now i only choose to see that i'll only be happy with azalea.

BUT THAT STINKS RIGHT?

WHY SHOULD I FEEL HAPPY ABOUT IT? AZALEA DOES NOT FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME DOES SHE?
It will all seem pretty fake. Things will hardly become what they used to be. The best days are gone and all i can do is reminisce the past and try my fucking best to move on.
I never wanted any of this.


really fucked up going nuts right now