It was the longest night of my life.

Every night i'm at the mosque surrendering myself to god and asking for his guidance
today he made me take a good look on my life so far
things have been great but very much crap
i regret nothing but i regret almost everything
if things haven't disappeared yet, they are slipping away.
i feel uncontrollably uncomfortable with where i'm standing now.
geez.


I hate blogging. No one probably wants to read my shit as i rant about how down and out i am. and it's hard to spontaneously start blogging about good stuff because none of it is on my mind!

freakin hell i think i'm going to play dragon age now