120 I don't blog, I write

2011-12-08T03:49:00.000-08:00

You would be surprised at how right a mother can get. From the very beginning, my mother would tell me that friends can be temporary but family is forever. You think about it, (in most cases) it is very true. But i thought my friends would stay forever. Just like family!

My mother knows about my sins, my ugly side, my dark times. She keeps them confidential between her and I, in order to protect me from shame. She may scream, she may shout. Angry, sad, disappointed ; she is always ready to help me. She talks to me, listens to me and I am forever grateful.

Now recently my friends have seen the worst of me. Friends i would consider family. Safe to say (from witnessing behaviors) my friends are not family. Safe to say i don't feel protected or helped. But for all the evil things I've done, do i deserve help? Everybody needs help therefore everybody deserves help.

SHIT

2011-10-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE READ MY CRAP NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Well in other news. My cats are so lovely and cute.
Lenin is adorable as ever but always smells of poo
The cutecings are cute but noisy

FU

wat

Sup guys i just murdered a chilis burger.
No remorse
Mercy
Guys. I got a gig on the 5th of november.
It be cool if could make it.
Alright. getting off now. GGOODNIGHT

Times they are a-changin'

2011-10-08T20:18:00.000-07:00

Hello readers who don't exist.
What do you guys live for?
What do you guys look forward to in life?
Long term? Short term?
A great wife and beautiful kids? or going out to a party tonight?
Whenever i think about this, my system just shuts down and i go brain dead.
I think too much.

Lame post wtv goodbye fagss

It happens

2011-08-14T20:28:00.000-07:00

I remember the times when azalea was in love with me. Nothing really could stop us. Remembering our first year of our relationship always brings me to tears. Seeing what it has become too. I'm hitting myself over my head day and night. Losing control of my feelings and emotions, my behavior seems rather erratic (kinda scary and uncomfortable) and i really don't like this. I just pray for me to feel happy regardless of the situation but for now i only choose to see that i'll only be happy with azalea.

BUT THAT STINKS RIGHT?

WHY SHOULD I FEEL HAPPY ABOUT IT? AZALEA DOES NOT FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME DOES SHE?
It will all seem pretty fake. Things will hardly become what they used to be. The best days are gone and all i can do is reminisce the past and try my fucking best to move on.
I never wanted any of this.

really fucked up going nuts right now

Just when

2011-08-02T09:08:00.001-07:00

Just when everything is at it's worse, it gets worse.

It was the longest night of my life.

2011-08-02T07:25:00.000-07:00

Every night i'm at the mosque surrendering myself to god and asking for his guidance
today he made me take a good look on my life so far
things have been great but very much crap
i regret nothing but i regret almost everything
if things haven't disappeared yet, they are slipping away.
i feel uncontrollably uncomfortable with where i'm standing now.
geez.

I hate blogging. No one probably wants to read my shit as i rant about how down and out i am. and it's hard to spontaneously start blogging about good stuff because none of it is on my mind!

freakin hell i think i'm going to play dragon age now

hello again!

2011-07-09T17:48:00.001-07:00

hello again!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaa

How is errrbody?!
I bet you 100% no one will read this in a span of 48 hours.
Last time i blogged was a year ago.
lolololololol
Anyways, if anybody is reading this, imma talk about bersih rally.
Its gon be a rap.

So listen up ya
I see the F.R.U trynna get real cool
with em muthz****in cuffs and some canisters too
What cannisstersss???!!!!
tear gas bitch it aint sweet
it's like peri on your face that aint neat
for a good 20 minutes you feel like a prophet in the rain
but you here em gunshots and you're just the rakyat in pain
it aint fun
it's damn fun
you realize for a second whats been done.
hidup hidup rakyat is all being said
we won't stop till everyone of us is dead

In case everybody is wondering, i'm trollin.

ahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahahahaa

Alright, bai

People

2010-06-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

We are all assholes.
Sometimes we should all just stop.
Stop what?
Simple,
Stop being assholes.
Goddamnit man.

I don't even know whether that makes sense. Life is crappy. But i'll survive. It would be lovely if i could get help to.

Life is like Star Wars.

2010-05-26T05:22:00.000-07:00

Congratulations!
I understand myself more.
How did i manage to get this far?
Damn, i got the force on my side.

I applied for a job at chili's. heh heh heh.
And i got it. heh heh heh.
heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh.

Good advice are rarer than rubies

2010-05-26T04:03:00.000-07:00

tsssssssssss-krakrakrakra-booooooooooom-booooooom-BAASKASASPSAPKNSAKS:AKNSAS

Hello.

Damn.
How i wish everything was easy.
Or just at least
The hard times were less hard.
Damn.
Sometimes i feel i'm set to self-destruct.
And i'll hurt the people around me.
This is me being emo.
Goddamn emo.
It seems to be the fad of feelings sometimes
I really would just like to get my ass into a huge, thick concert with everyone screaming a familiar tune.
Where everyone is happy and that the moment seems forever-ish.
--------------------

What do you do?

2010-05-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

What do you do when you're angry or sad?

-Take it out on an inanimate object
-Scream
-Drum
-Guitar
-Music
-Sleep
-Blog
-Eat
-Talk to someone and start bitching
-Listen to Rage and set things on fire
-Forget about everything and try to act normal/cool
-System of a Down
-Watch some Peter Chao
-Smosh perhaps?
-Pokemon
-Ps3
-DotA
-Smoke sum w33d and get hiiiyyghhhhh
-Alcohol
-Tap dance

Whatever method you use, you'd wanna try something effective yet productive in a way.
I'd personally choose to get happy again.
So here i am, getting myself happy

hee he he eh ehee hee hehe hehe eh h heheeehe eheh eheeee

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Mood kill

2010-04-23T20:31:00.000-07:00

Harro

My elder brother is damn kecoh.
At times i'd like some privacy to do whatever it is and he's there knocking on my door trying to be that "cool, i know what you're doing" sorta thing. I would like to blog mind you. There have been times where he'd stare down at my conversations like a moron. This would get me raged at his immature attitude. Asshole. He'd probably read this. If you are then wazzap.

Today is a saturday and i'm feeling rather mlehh. I can't make it to arif omar lee's birthday thing tonight! I don't think so anyway. I'm sorry yaaaaaaaa.

6 months and 5 days into my relationship with azalea.
Boooooooooooyaaaaaaaaaa!
These 6 months have been the most exciting months eveeeer
We're talking about-
-Going to the library together. hhhahaa
-Playing Cod 5 at midnight
-Cooking lunch
-Feeding stray cats
-o2 jam ftw
-The countless numbers of movies
-The dinners at her house
-Painting costumes
-And obviously the ninja times la. Which just overpowers everything.

So far the six months have been amazing. Thank you azalea :) hehe
I guess thats all from me now. I'm getting lazy.

Late night nazi zombies

2010-03-30T19:50:00.000-07:00

Dreams are weird.
I recently had a dream where i had a nissan fairlady that could morph into a damn pro looking bicycle/motorbike.
I recently had a dream where me and a whole bunch of friends (we are talking about a hundred of us) were in a hall playing Final Fantasy 13 on a huge big screen.
I recently had a dream where i was War from "Darksiders" the gamethe gamethe gamethe gamethe gamethe gamethe gamethe gamethe gamethe gamethe gamethe game.

Just a thought.
What if,
Someone were to be born blind.
That he had no opportunity to see things in real.
Not the slightest clue on how things appear.
And so on and so on.
Now this someone had a dream.
What could he possibly be dreaming about?
Could it be driving to work and being caught in a battle for middle earth?
Or Will Smith as Han Solo?

Weird. Idk man.

K. Enough of that.
I'm now home alone. Bored i would say. Everyone is at school or away. I can't really talk to anyone till they're done with whatever. I feel like a loner.
Heeyyy but i do get to text azalea while she's in school! That does count for something.

I have my last and final unexpected paper in may. 19th and 20th.
Had no idea about it too.
It is the malay paper. My final paper before i walk into college.
"Holy shit faheem! Malay? You srs?"
I thought so myself. Malay does not go well with faheem.
But i saw some past year papers and it doesn't look that hard.
I'm talking about a composition where you write a letter to your friend telling him about a surprise birthday party you are gonna throw for your mom.
120-150 words.
Hehehehehehe.
Just so you know, the paper i'm taking is recognized as an equivalent to SPM >: D
But i still gotta study la.
Knowing me, i have the potential to fail it.

March is almost gone :(
March was gooooooooooooooooooood.
Painted costumes.
Cooked lunch.
Magnum at midnight.
Nazi Zombies at midnight.

Pizza at 5 in the morning.

Epic pool skillz.
Happy faces :D.
Pistachio ice cream.
Super mega epic thunderstorm.
Movies.
Gourmet chicken pie.
March, so far, tops the other months.
I think i ate fish twice this month.
It's an improvement considering i don't eat any seafood at all.
Azalea got me to eat it. I'm sucha douche.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYY
Pretty pointless post i feel stoned excuse me i'm bored cause my mom took away my ps3 now i can't waste my time playing ff13.

Thats all for today i guess.

hhmmm k k k kay hmmhmmhmm k peace

Moron

2010-02-05T17:04:00.001-08:00

Anwar is a moron

JTM

2010-02-05T05:03:00.000-08:00

I think i get too hyper and retarded when I'm around Anwar, Ali and Ariff.
I think i get too hyper when I'm happy in general.
I think i scare people this way.

Today was good.
I real good breath of fresh air.
Finally! It seems like my holidays are starting!
Well spent. Without a doubt
Had hysterical laughs with Anwar and Ali.
"You know what brand my guitar is? Hehehe. Gucci"
Had an amazing time with Azalea, whom i happen to love.
Yes people, I said the word love.
As much as you all might already know, this is the first time I'm mentioning it publicly.
Whether or not you read my blog, your problem lor.

Call me a freak but she has the most awesomest tummy ever.
And if you mess with me, she'll kick yo ass cuz she's badass that way. What lovely characteristics i'd say.

So here she is everyone. THE coolest, MOST badass person i know, with the most AWESOMEST tummy.

Weeii, weiiii! Tukar gear satu stengah weii.

2010-01-06T20:10:00.000-08:00

Ariff should be forever quoted. I wanna just follow him wherever he goes with a book in hand, writing down whatever he has to say about anything.

Well in other news.

My one eyed ninja noob has passed on :(
How?
I came down for tuition as usual. Went to the kitchen to get some juice and there i see noob passed out on the floor, motionless. It seemed he was sick already because he just collapsed there at around 7.30 in the morning. The weird thing is that the day before, he was busy running around with my other cats. His death was sudden. Very sad i am.
I needed to give him a burial but i had tuition at the time.
So i endured my tuition, took a cangkul, carried my deceased cat and headed for this foresty area. Dug a hole, place my noob in it, said a prayer and buried him.
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Odie killed a rat, brought it in the house, refused to let it go. Yuck.

I had a really retarded dream. It went like this

So the first thing i remember is that rashaad, shazee, shakeel and I were in a desert. (My siblings) We were all completely normal except shakeel. He was merajuking or something. We all tried to figure out what was wrong so we kept asking what was bothering him. He told us that in school, a bunch of kids started bullying him over there *pointing to a spot in the desert. So we were all " Oh ok "

After a few seconds, a car comes by and stops at that same spot. The bullies showed. Not only were they bullies, they were freaking KOREAN GANGSTAS. And in my dream, we were all very calm about it. So they came up to us and we were all dealing with the situation. My dad appeared out of nowhere.

So the COPS came right. (remember, this is in the desert)
They took control and asked us to go down to the station. So we all agreed but only my dad and I got into their car. Turned into a bus as we got in and there was a white guy who looked like he could be from "American Chopper". Completely normal i'd say.

-----------------------------------DREAM CHANGE----------------------------------

So now i'm sitting down on a couch and to my left is a familiar face but i couldn't recognize. He/She was holding a baby. And to my right was, whom in my dream, was my wife. Not only was she my wife but she was

Jennifer love hewitt.
And the baby was MINE!
And we went upstairs to check out our newly BOUGHT house.

HOOOOLLLLYYYY SHIIIIIIIITT WAAAAAAT.

Other than the death of noob, odie killing a rat and my pro dream, I have exams tomorrow.

Goodbye!

Peace be upon thou noob :'(

Swooooorlusshhhh

2010-01-01T05:39:00.000-08:00

Melting (sometimes called fusion) is a physical process that results in the physical change of a substance from a solid to liquid. The internal energy a solid substance is increased, typically by the application of heat or pressure, resulting in a rise of its temperature to the melting point, at which the rigid ordering of molecular entities in the solid breaks down to a less-ordered state and the solid liquefies. An object that has melted completely is molten.

Verb (used without object)
-To become softened in feeling by pity, sympathy, love, or the like: The tyrant's heart would not melt.

1st of January.
-Started obviously with fireworks.
-Cake.
-Somewhere in there, a kick in the nutsack.
-A bruised elbow.
-Wet boxers.
-Some sleep.
-A good lunch.
-More sleep.
-Good dinner.
-Decent dessert.

More or less started out greeaaaaaat but somewhat wasted throughout the day.
I thank everyone for the birthday wishes, greetings, cake, marshmallows, water and especially the company.

P.S, Don't EVER underestimate a cheerleaders kick.

Photos of ze' year

2009-12-30T23:51:00.000-08:00

July 11th 2009

One of the best moments in my life despite the brianstorm fail and the suspicion of EARlobe sabotaging the event. That day happened to be my mom and dads wedding anniversary too. I got home late to my mom's screaming. Didn't bother me much because i felt like a king.

27th June 2009

A bro moment here. I like this mainly because it just looks pro and it reminds me alot of this picture. (Right)

I like this picture. You can guess why.

Thats all i feel like doing now cause my fingers have blisters from playing the bass/jamming with ali.

Happy new years to all.

2009

2009-12-29T20:11:00.000-08:00

Hey guys. This is probably the last blog post for the year.

2009 came and went. Loved it, hated it, cherished it, condemned it. Whatever it is, it's almost gone. 2010 is nearing. Bringing, again, unexpected events. Looking forward to that more or less.

2009 was great.

January

February

March

April

May

June

July

August

September

October

November

December

2009 was great, too bad it's ending. Thats it. I guess i'm done. Another year gone another yet to come. 3 days and i'm 17. W33rd.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

29th January 2009

2009-12-20T19:18:00.000-08:00

ANWAR |[B] feathers[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
what you do today

F a h e e m says: (11:59:39 PM)
stone

ANWAR |[B] feathers[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
splendid\

F a h e e m says: (12:01:37 AM)
stone

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
yknow faheem

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
there are a few types of coheed songs

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
sad

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
inspiring

F a h e e m says: (12:02:31 AM)
stone

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
uplifting

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
angry

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
and epic

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
iksse3

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
is so

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
epic

F a h e e m says: (12:03:29 AM)
stone

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
-facepalm

F a h e e m says: (12:06:01 AM)
stone

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
you're being exponentially suckish this chat

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
goodbye

F a h e e m says: (12:07:41 AM)
stone

F a h e e m says: (12:07:42 AM)
gtg

F a h e e m says: (12:07:44 AM)
stoner

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
worst chat ever

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
gtfo stone

F a h e e m says: (12:09:38 AM)
on

F a h e e m says: (12:09:43 AM)
the stone

F a h e e m says: (12:09:47 AM)
there lies

F a h e e m says: (12:09:51 AM)
the body of two men

F a h e e m says: (12:10:05 AM)
who look like men in mirrors

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
Sorry, Anwar's msn has stopped responding to your messages.
Reason: Fail level too high

F a h e e m says: (12:11:01 AM)
if fail passes the limit of fail

F a h e e m says: (12:11:15 AM)
it becomes satan child

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
Fail limit too high

ANWAR |[B] iksse3[I][C=4]<3[/b][/i][/c]>
Fail has reached limit, Goodbye

F a h e e m says: (12:11:44 AM)
here comes

F a h e e m says: (12:11:48 AM)
satans child

Ninja

2009-11-25T19:05:00.000-08:00

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I will move away from here, you won't be afraid of fear

2009-11-11T04:56:00.000-08:00

Are you scared of fear?

Lately i think i'm getting bored of the feeling that i'm slowly becoming used to it.
It's pretty dangerous to not care about fear.
I feel so weird.
I fear for not being fearful of fear
Ironic i guess
I wonder whats next.

Erratic Behaviour

2009-11-11T04:41:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I swear i'm retarded.

Sorry guys

299

2009-10-28T22:09:00.000-07:00

Ok, so today is the 299th day of being homeschooled. Today seems like the usual. Boring, unexciting, slow, stonerlike, wasted.

Wake up
School for an hour and a half
Computer/Drums/Guitar/T.v/Ps3
Nap
Lunch
Stone
Dinner
Sleep
Repeat

It's usually the case.

I realized I'm coming to that age where one has to think rationally about their future. It's not like when we were younger and we shot at things like

Being a professional football player
Astronaut
Awesome guy
Musician
Food Tester
so on

My parents and I have got it down to either being a pilot, a doctor or an aeronautical engineer. Aeronautical engineering sounds cool.

"Hey faheem! I haven't seen you in a looooong time! What are you up to?"
"I'm a frekin aeronautical engineer B-)"
B-)
B-)
B-)
B-)
B-)
B-)
B-)
B-)
B-)
:O

What does an aeronautical engineer do you ask?

Aerospace engineering is the branch of engineering behind the design, construction and science of aircraft and spacecraft. It is broken into two major and overlapping branches: aeronautical engineering and astronautical engineering. The former deals with craft that stay within Earth's atmosphere, and the latter deals with craft that operate outside of Earth's atmosphere.

Sounds cool. Lets give it a try. Maybe i'll design my own spacecraft thats damn epic like. It'll have a jamming studio, stoner room and a personal Chili's restaurant.

Thats all from me now. I just got too lazy to care more about this blog. I'll post up things occasionally. When i feel like it. It is my blog, my space and i can do whatever i want whenever i want

Naaaa naaaa naa na na na naaaaaa na na na naaaaaaa heyy juude

2009-10-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

waaaa, it's been a long time since i've blogged. i feel like blogging idk why though

so much has changed since the last time i blogged

- My left ear is completely fine from my last post.
- I may have grown taller
- I finally snapped my strings on the gibson
- I am very unfit
- I realized that i'm a mega hypocrite :/
- I have a tummy!
- I have gotten myself into the most craziestest position in my life. Not necessarily it being a bad crazy or a good one. I mix of both maybe.
- I have been D: face
- The rest of July was the last bit of fun till it all went pretty ugly. Really unexpected but yeh
- August was really really really depressing.
- September had its ups and downs and downs.
- October looks very confusing. I'm not sure whats going to happen really.

The rest of my major exams are in about 2 1/2 months. My thoughts on that?
I should study more.

Shit. i'm almost 17.
shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit.shit.shit
Where did all my years go?! I waant them back! When i was in school and everything was easier, simpler, exciting. Rly, i hate thinking about the future and what it has for me.

You knowww, i thinkininin i gonna go study now : /

A million things rushed to my head. Out of all of them, one was a fist

2009-07-25T04:56:00.000-07:00

Today i got punched a couple of times in the head. Painful i suppose but then again an experience considering its never happened to me. Thoughts cloud my mind right now and i have a constant ringing sensation in my left ear.

This sucks. I ordered pizza. Hopefully its k. Stupid malay rtard knows no courtesy.

Mginnor

2009-07-15T19:26:00.000-07:00

I just ate 2 helpings or waffle crisps and i feel GOOOOOOOD.

Hey, guess wat.

I called off my school.

\m/

n00b

2009-07-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

Aw man, my cat n00b is sick.

Took him to the vet today and examined him and found out that there is a freegin ulsur in his right eye. How that got there, I don't know.
His eye looks srsly messed up though. I feel so sorry. Now i'm stuck puttin eye drops in his eye every 3 hours for the next 2 days.

See, he's got a cone thing around his neck to prevent him from scratchin his eye right. The cone limits his field of vision and now can only see things dead ahead of him, rather than to the side and back. So he's not used to it and walks really slowly and stumbles a bit. He'll sometimes get so confused, he'll start doing moonwalks. Sad but funny.

Hopefully he'll be aiiite.

THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPEN TO ME TODAY.

I was in the examining room with the cat and the doctor for about 30 minutes. 25 minutes through and my stomach feels weird and uncomfortable. Then my head feels hot and i start to sweat. COLD sweat. Then my ears start to burn and my eyesight gets blurry and dark. I couldn't analyze what the doc was saying. I started to loose balance so i sat down. And the doc was like, "wth". Then i told her i needed to sit outside for a bit. It all went away within a few minutes though. Weird

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Now i gotsta 2 visually impaired cats

It's 3 in the morning

2009-07-12T12:11:00.001-07:00

I can't sleep cuz me cat lol woke me and now i have to clean her litter. lololololololololololololol

Damn it, i need new sounds. Riffs can only be played so much till they all start sounding familiar. Writing GOOD songs, woah, very hard. This whole week i have to dedicate myself and write a whole lotta songs for EARlobe so that we can start playing our own music. I need to see, hear and experience more.

It takes about 3 hours to completely record a song with vocals, guitars and drums. If i don't come to a stop with this, hopefully, i'l lhave a butt load of great potential singles. I need to writewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewritewrite
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<3

2009-07-02T21:08:00.001-07:00

The mission, a success.

8 days.

2009-06-20T19:51:00.000-07:00

Hi blog. 8 more days till i'm :D face.

Woahoohhwoahoohh

2009-05-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

I want to start this post by saying

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIFF

It's been awhile since i blogged. A lot has happened in the past 2 months or so. Ups and downs i suppose. But hey! I'm completely free till Jan 2010 and i plan to achieve the must. Like learnin punjabi, spanish maybeh, backpacking AND MOAR EARLOBE SONGS.

Geez, i suck at history. I had the exam today. Out of 40 question i had to answer 5 and thank god i only knew 5. Couldn't concentrate though, there was pretty girl on my left biting pencil makin me uncomfortable : \
I am annoyed. Its today that i finished my O level papers and my celebration is kept on hold for 6 days. Frustrating you know?

I took a walk around K.L after my paper finished. Walked to Sungei Wang then to times square with not much of a direction but more to celebrate my freedom by myself. Had Krispy Kremes so wasn't too disappointed. I think it's a waste of time walking into Bentley only to buy a pick or like a string. Maek u look pathetic.

aЯiff zainal says: (9:51:26 PM)
heh
aЯiff zainal says: (9:51:26 PM)
im on the computer
aЯiff zainal says: (9:51:26 PM)
studying agama
aЯiff zainal says: (9:51:26 PM)
on my birthday
aЯiff zainal says: (9:51:26 PM)
very fun

Behold, "Lol"

M.I.A

2009-03-30T20:07:00.000-07:00

I have approximately a month and a half to my big exams and i need to start studying. I will be stagnant more or less now when it comes to blogging. This is hopefully my last post until after my exams.

Till then niggggaaaaaaaaaas

So you won't find me i'm going M.I.A

Music

2009-03-25T06:27:00.000-07:00

I find it very frustrating when it comes to writing new music.

I mean, how much more riffs can be created and moved around until all of what we know sounds the same. I wonder what the future of music has in store for us. I have this image in my head of us jumping up and down to robotic sounds. Weird bbeeep boop kinda noises.

So i recorded a song right, and rashaad interrupts me and wants to check it out. So he's listenin to it and surprisingly he said it was really good. But it was only after that he said it sounded like a "12 stones" song.

So that got me to think about how awesome Earlobe have to be.

With a bassist like ariff, we're not far off.

Person X:
*yesh i know:P
*hahahah
*im freezzingg
*im cold here

aЯiff zainal says:
*do you want me to hug you
*to warm you up?
*cause you know im hawt ;;

I doubt anyone is as cool as ariff, that is of course if Joe Flizzow the President was dead.

The coast is CLEARlobe

It's rare to feel this expensive, but next to a girl like her

2009-03-21T22:21:00.000-07:00

Things i regret-

-Refusing to listen to a band that has a weird name and introduced to me by a person with a weird taste in music.
-Ending up with me listenin to the band and loving it.

SUNBURST 09 WAS NOT A DISAPPOINTMENT.

Favourite acts were of course Joe Flizzow, Nao & Russian winters.

I would post photos but i have none.

Angry face

2009-03-20T05:44:00.000-07:00

People.
People.
People.

PEOPLE CAN MAKE THE MOST AWESOME SONG IN THE WORLD SUCK LIKE -9000!

Now whenever i'm head banging to a song, i'll think twice and realise that there are a few million morons in the world who listen to the same song. Thats why i try to keep my songs secret so morons don't start listening to em. Call me pathetic but music means a lot to me

The world makes me sigh.

Now i ponder upon the decision on whether i should save up for a
-Bass amp(500 bucks or so)
-Bass Guitar(1649 bucks)
-Or a super awesome laptop(4000 bucks)

Face your FEARlobe

ATDI

2009-03-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

He, my friends, i happens to be an amazing song writer. His guitarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Omar Rodriguez Lopez, is god. Well, close

Ambition makes you look pretty ugly

2009-03-15T06:49:00.000-07:00

I love weddings. Immediate family weddings. Not the crappy ones where i go and just get stared at. Malas to upload photo's so just go check out facebook.

On the drive back from J.b, it was just rashaad, mom and I. I slept halfway and when i woke up, i woke to a conversation about "future".

Perfect timing to start an arguement.

So here we were talking about Rashaad first and how he wants to pursue his dream into getting engaged with his future wife, Cuba. He feels it's his calling to finish his studies here, which is getting a degree in "International studies" & "Writing", then migrate to Cuba and live there happily ever after. This is of course with him being fluent in Spanish and all. I think it's a brilliant idea for someone like him to do that. He is exceptionally gifted in what he does. I give him that.

My mom has high hopes for him.

So then the subject is thrust upon MY future. My mom talks about how one person can take on the whole world if he possesses "Education". I ultimately agree with that, no arguement. We were talking about my potential ambitions. They are...

-Specialize in a certain area of medicine (I, personally, would like to do something sooooo bizzare that no one dares do)

-Dentistry (Hopefully done in Cuba because the medical faculty there is one of the top guns)

-If all else fails, start a band with Anwar, Ali & Ariff (My mom has no idea about this)

-If i fail even more, open a carpet shop just to conform to the stereotypical world we live in. (This would be the carpet shop next to Benny's pirated DVD stall)

-If i like, super fail,move to America and join a circus.

-More fail,i shall work for Rashaad.

-If all goes as planned,i will work as an assassin because there is always someone in the world who needs to die. I heard "Assassins" are in demand amongst Malaysian politicians.

-Out of ideas

Well thats basically it. There could be more that i can do but i can't think of anything.

Well thats it for today i guess. Goodbye for now

6 years. Where are you now?

2009-03-11T20:40:00.001-07:00

Damn it. I had a dream last night and how i wish it wasn't a dream.

In my dream i met someone who was really close to me despite the fact that i haven't seen or talked to her for about 6 years now. We lost contact and i have never heard from her since. I have no idea where she is or what she's doing or whether she is still alive. I've searched through facebook, friendster, myspace even googled her up but no luck.

6 years is long, too long.
2191 days.

Hopefully i'll meet her one day cause we have 6 years worth of life to tell to each other.

But for now, i shall go make myself a peanut butter sandwich and and... uh bullocks.
I hate homeschool

If you're awesome, you're awesome and if your not, you're french

2009-03-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

Wow. Sometimes i wonder whether i'm lucky, god seems to be with me or i am just gifted at making complete shit up.

I'm at anwars right, and i get a call.

Mom: Faheem!
Faheem: Yes?
Mom: Are you sleeping?
Faheem: No?
Mom: Okay, good. Get ready for dinner.
Faheem: Okay?

I start thinking to myself.

*My mom presumes that i am in my room but in truth i'm at Anwar's.

WWWWAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTT.

So i call a cab and i head towards bangsar at about 6.50 p.m and my mom calls again.

Mom: Faheem!
Faheem: Yes?
Mom: Come down for dinner.
Faheem: Okay?

Then i hang up and start brainstorming. And then i call back.

Faheem: Did you ask me to come down for dinner?
Mom: Yes
Faheem: Do you know that i'm in BSC getting a drink?
Mom: Oh. Okay. Come back now.
Faheem: Yes ma'am.

I opened the front door and i get a greeting with calm vibrations instead of,

"WHHHERRREE THE HEELLL HAVE YOU BEEEENN YOUNG MAANN?"

I don't take pride in lying to people, but if you're good at something you're good at something.

1.50 p.m, the bell rings, bringing me life.

2009-03-10T22:55:00.000-07:00

So get this.

Last night i was in my room. With my guitar in my hands, i was playing a song and realised that life at that instant was pretty much boring. So to bring colour into my life i had to do something unexpected. So do you know what i did?

I shaved my stache

Oh yeah.

Rashaad: Good, now you look less of a hobo and younger than me.

Mom: You shouldn't have shaved, you look soo gay.

Shakeel: hehehehehe.

Cousins

2009-03-08T05:14:00.000-07:00

So today i went out at about 10.30 to catch "watchmen" with Shazee, Rashaad, Usman and Rafiq at the Pavillion.

I've lost every single witty joke when it comes to people being their obvious self when it comes to

Faheem: Oh, wow. Hey Juliana
Juliana: Holy shit Faheem, you're sooooo tall.
Faheem: Uh, yeah.

I haven't seen Juliana in 4 years i guess i can't blame her.

So i got back home at about 1 or so and went straight to sleep.

So i slept

and slept

and slept

and slept

and slept

and slept

and slept

and slept

then

ALIENS ATTACKED

The one in blue is Farhan and the one in brown is Fahim.

Balaclava

Holy shit man, GUITAR HERO!

They took all my goodies.

Big Faheem and small Fahim.

Yeah. so thats about it. Cousins i tell you.

Damn it's hot

"Why are you being so nice to me?"

2009-03-07T00:13:00.000-08:00

So i get home at about 1 ish right, i go upstairs, play guitar, come back down, fool around with my cats and i go...

Faheem: So mom, wazzap?
Mom: Why are you being so nice to me?
Faheem: Jeez okay. You're the one who says to live the day full of joy. Maybe i'm just happy.
Mom: Why are you happy?
Faheem: Dunno. But i'm sure feeling joyful
Mom: hmhmhmhm.

Whenever i feel happy, it happens to be raining on my mom.

Today was a good day, i got to lepak with Ariff, Swee, Ben, Ejay, Ian, etc till 11 ish in the morning. I happened to be really good in cod4 so i was like superman on weed. And later i spent the rest of the morning with Nabilah. Not too mention i tore my skin of from my finger while playing guitar.And i have completely learnt "neon" by john mayer, especially for Aisyah. Which reminds me, i need more songs to learn on guitar so feel free to drop a song for me to learn but pls no jonas.

I need an acoustic. Somebody feeling like selling an acoustic?

Because i'm done with school

2009-03-05T18:51:00.000-08:00

Odie.

Anubis, the master of stealth.

Anwar&Ariff

Anwar&Ariff

How long, how long will i slide.

2009-03-04T05:30:00.001-08:00

The only song my mom likes out of all the fantastic, epic songs RHCP have recorded happens to be "Otherside"

I respect that.

Today
I walked a million miles away
But resulting in
Walking back the same way.

Oh man. This post is pointless

Oi! Mangkuk!

2009-03-03T00:24:00.000-08:00

Today was fun. I woke up at about 6.30 a.m. Showered, got dressed, grabbed the camera, got into the car and went to SKBD.

It was Shakbrains who had a football match against TTDI and it was the second stage rounds. They win, they go through. They lose, they cry. So i arrived there as if i went to school again. To tell you the truth, it felt funny. Like a blast from the past. Well, boring.

Made my way to the field and waited for the match to be on it's way. I won't type out how it ended up because i'm too lazy for that. And besides, everyone likes pictures.

(Above) Shakeel/captain #8

(Above) Aiman#9: Yeah man, we coming for achooO!

(Above) Simple runs

(Above) Hanan/ Pn. Yasmin's son.

(Above) Banana time

(Above) Checkin fingernails

(Above) Height has nothing to do with how well you play football. Shakeel was captain. He inherited Rashaad's and my skillz.

(Above) We are on the deffence. Can you guess what happens now?

(Above) Oh yeah.

(Above) wat

(Above) Damn son

(Above) Team halftime talk.

(Above) I never recall being that short.

(Above) Shakeel with some super slide tackle

(Above) FUYOOOHH

(Above) Thats right guys. We lost 2-0. *Sadface

(Above) Showing some sportsmanship i see. But # 7 looks pretty pissed.

(Above) THOOOOSSEEE ASSSSSSHOOOOLLLEESSSS

(Above) *sadface

(Above) Faheem: I think we should have taken the group photo before the match...

But you know what brings the sunshine?

SECRET RECIPEEEE.

So yeah. That was my day. Not to mention, it started raining really really really heavily so i was like-

Faheem: Hey shakeel.
Shakeel: Wat?
Faheem: I'm gonna run around outside in the rain. Wanna join?
Shakeel: Alright, just let me put on pants.
Faheem: Yeah, me too.

Today was a good day.

Anubis and Odie

2009-03-02T06:29:00.001-08:00

Today was soooooooo laid back so much so that i showered at 2 in the afternoon.

I should really be studying more. My O'levels are in may and i feel slightly unprepared. Slightly fearful. But i'm never good at studying. I'm soo bad that the best studying i've done was on the lrt from bangsar to setiawangsa. I always think the day before "alright dude, STUDY tomorrow or you fail" But i always feel there is more time. Maybe i should take the lrt to setiawangsa more. I just can't get my ass off to get my books and sit down in one spot and study. I need some sorta motivation. I need friends in my school.

I have never taken studies seriously, i just get lucky. I never studied for PMR. Not at all. I feel the pressure. I think the only way i can study, is if i delete my blog and my facebook account. Better smash the computer while i'm at it. My ps3 has to go. My guitar. Burn all my calvin and hobbes comics and leave my textbooks alone. My ipod should go too. But do you think any sane person would do that?

Gosh, i have a load of ps3 games now thanks to harris. He's not making it any better.

BUT HEY!

I decided I am blessing my full black kitty with the name, "Anubis" and my ginger fat kitty with the name "Odie".

Oh yeah, they are both male and they're in love.

March 23rd hushed the wind, the music died

2009-03-01T05:38:00.000-08:00

I am really bad at remembering birthdates.
So to make the remembering easy, i like to think of songs, moments in films or anything catchy that has a date in them. A date of a birthday.

Rashaad's
Frodo: Where am I?
Gandalf: It is the morning of october 24th and you are in Rivendell.

Shakeel's
"Do you remember? The 21st night of september" - A song by Earth, Wind and Fire.

Anwar's
"March 23rd hushed the wind, the music died" - Napolean Solo by At the Drive In.

HEY MAN LOOK AT ME ROCKING OUT, I"M ON THE RADDDDDIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

YOU KNOW?
I"M TIRED
BUT I WANNA STAY UP.

BUT WHY FAHEEM?
ARE YOU STUPID?

NO MAN.
I GOT MY REASONS.

K.
U STUPID.

GARGH

Forget about your house of cards

2009-02-27T00:23:00.000-08:00

You know what i hate?

I HATE BUYING THE WRONG STRING FOR A GUITAR BUT ONLY REALISING IT WHEN YOU GET HOME.

I need my capo but i can't find it.

K, i gonna look for it again.

Cabs

2009-02-26T01:32:00.000-08:00

James: Faheem, you should do it man, you're not even in this school anymore.
Faheem: Yeah i know but what your asking me to do is retarded.
James: Just do it la, you won't get in trouble!
Faheem: I'll do it if you gimme a hand in this.
James: Fine.
Faheem&James: HEAVE!

*Smash,crash,bam

Unknown voice: OI! APE TU!

James: Run everyone!
Faheem: Shit.

Everyone ran but me and, for some reason, Jazril. I couldn't run cause i was still limping and i think Jazril is just really lazy. We were in luck that the unknown voice was Swee.

James & I threw a fire hose cover thing which is about 80 cm by 80cm, inch thick metal from the highest story of the school to the bottom for no reason at all.

I went to hartamas today, initially to makan mamak with alfin but it rained so i ended up lepaking in school. Not to bad i suppose. It was later after that i joined Athirah, Aaron, Harris, Lenard and Darren at coffee bean, for about 5 minutes. I was on the way to desa anyways to get a cab home.

Getting a cab in K.L can sometimes be the most annoying thing ever. Challenges you will have to face are numerous. Such as-

-You first have to know where is the best place cabs will be and wait by the road to flag one down. If you're lucky no ones inside. Great you've got a cab but...

-Usually, one just gets in the cab and closes the door and the driver has to take you anywhere you want no matter the jam, but no. In K.L we do things slightly unique. We open the door, tell the guy where we wanna go. He thinks for a moment. Either he allows you in or refuses. If you're in a desperate situation, then you usually add a few bucks to his content. In most cases, the driver either says "tak boleh, tak boleh OR Dua puluh lima ringgit"

-But if you think money is not the issue then i see no problem. You just have one more thing to battle, the everyday Malaysian society. You stand in the taxi stand and wait your turn because usually there are people there already. All is good until one jackass decides to move further up the road and start flagging taxi's before they reach the stand. They are forever cursed by me.

-Did i mention how easy it is to call a cab on your cell though? Just dial the number and tell the information lady where you're calling from, where you wanna go, and your cell number. They put you on hold with some nice tunes from pokemon on the gameboy, or was it mario, i forgot. They pick up the line and tell you that either there is a cab on the way or no cab. Usually there is no cab on the way. So you tell the lady "Umm, if i add another 2 bucks can i get a cab?" She puts you on hold again and you're listening to pokemon once more. She picks up and says " So sorry sir, there is no cab"
Now you are frustrated, "Okay look here lady, 5 bucks extra and thats all"
The pokemon song comes up again and seconds later, "there is a cab on the way to your house now. It will be there in 5 minutes"

waddahellman.

The coolest bit of today was spent with Lenard. We were both looking for a cab to get back home. We walked all the way to petronas from desa and were cab hunting. So i flagged down a cab and insisted on Lenard to go first. Him, obviously refusing, told me to go first. So i just pushed him to the cab to imply i wasn't joking. He opened the door and told the guy something. Then he looked back at me and said "Go Faheem. I told him to go to Bangsar"

He's a great guy. Although i'm not sure whether he did it cause i was handicap.

For someone to give up their flagged down cabs to another person, shows immense concentrations of generosity. It might seem pathetic, but it's what i think and it's what i feel.

I should be studying. Study fail. Bye

Oh please, say to mee and let me be your man.

2009-02-25T05:25:00.000-08:00

I like the Beatles.

I can't wait for sunburst.

K, this is gay post.

KoRn RAWR KoRn NGAAAAAHHHHHHH.

2009-02-24T20:54:00.000-08:00

Anwar: Hey faheem
Faheem: Sup dude.
Anwar: You know who's coming for sunburst?
Faheem: Dunno
Anwar: Korn
Faheem: wat. Srsly
Anwar: Srsly
Faheem: Dude, "word up" is like our theme song
Anwar:I know.
Faheem: Hehe

Holyshitmankorncomingsunburst.
I'mnowautomaticallybadasscausei'mgoingforakornconcert.

Imagine all the people who were really looking forward for coldplay to come. I mean, it would make sense if coldplay pull out and travis replace them.

But

You sukas just got served

Sometimes you gotta run before you can walk.

2009-02-23T20:38:00.000-08:00

Today i walked for the first time in about 3 weeks. I feel like a person who injured his right ankle resulting in temporary immobility but after a long tiresome 3 weeks being able to walk again. I cycled too.

Thats my foot about a week after that tragic day and of course, my freeloading brothers. Btw it was rashaad who caused my injury.

Notable quotes over the past 3 weeks

Faheem: Arghh i'm freaking pissed with my foot! You asswipe!
Rashaad: Are you sad?
Faheem: Yes.
Rashaad: Good.

*walking up the stairs
Rashaad: MOVE IT CRIPPLE!

*Setting up a chair so i can pray maghrib but having trouble doing so.
Shakeel: Faheem is not only physically handicap, he's mentally handicap too.

Ali: So faheem, when you take a piss, do you miss your target a lot?
Faheem: No, i sit down like a girl
Anwar: Girly boy! Girly boy!
Faheem: At least i don't have tits.

*rashaads freind comes over and laughs at me being handicap. The next couple of days he turns up with a cast over his hand.
Mateen: The irony.

Anwar: What do you plan to do when you come to my house?
Faheem: Lets play football, i don't need legs to beat you.
Anwar: Then i'll just finish what rashaad started, faheem. Or should i say, EDUARDO DI SILVA?

Montana: Holy shit faheem, your right foot looks like ariff's foot

Faheem: I'm gonna go play ps3 or something
Shakeel: NO! I wanna watch "friends". It's on now. (showing signs of tears)
Faheem: Too bad you moron.
Shakeel YOU ARE ALWAYS LIKE THAT. EVERYTHING GOES YOUR WAY.
Faheem:?
Shakeel: HAHA YOU MORON I"M GONNA RUN THERE AND I'll GET THERE FIRST, CAUSE YOU ARE HANDICAP.
Faheem: . . . .
Rashaad: He has a point.

>: 0

Hehe

2009-02-23T05:43:00.000-08:00

I found this funny.

Once upon a time, the Devil was brushing his hair with his infamous My Little Pony hairbrush. Having yanked out all the knots in the Devils curls, he sat around bored. For kicks, he decided to animate the hair and thus Claudio Sanchez was born. Claudio ascended from Hell and found himself in an old farm. Training his skills in witchcraft and rockery, Claudio developed a murder technique where his voice would shatter the brains of everyone who hears it - thus the decline in the dolphin population

Track listing on The Second Level Combine Harvester Blade (2002)

1. The Second Level Combine Harvester Blade
2. Cow Manure
3. Cows in Texas City
4. Everything Feeble
5. Anorexia Trigger
6. Sunshine Senior Miracle
7. 333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 (They were bored when coming up with a song title)
8. MySpace Cumshot
9. Neverending Story
10. Satan Spawned Rancher
HIDDEN TRACK

IRO-BO-Cop

Track listing on In Keeping Cows In Silent Barns (2003)

1. The Wind Chime in Return
2. In Keeping Cows in Silent Barns
3. Scratches Marked In The Best Cows
4. Six Hundred and Sixty-Six Evils (All owned by Satan)
5. The Moaning
6. Alien Blood-Green Winter
7. The Not-So-Velorium Camper I: Weakest of Pulses
8. The Not-So-Velorium Camper II: Entry of Never
9. The Not-So-Velorium Camper III: We Really Love Ichi The Killer
10. A Favor Farm Western
11. The Dark and the Cows
12. A Shit-Load of Everything
13. A Shit-Load of Everything
14-17. A Shit-Load of Everything
19-21. This Shit is Getting Really Boring
22. We Should Stop making Pointless Silent Tracks That are 5-6 Seconds Long Each
23. 36:24:36(This is actually Claudio's measurements since he is a girl and all)

Track Listing on Father's Almanac I'm Burning Peat IV , Volume One: From Rain Through the Hay and Turf (2005)
1. Fucking a Horse (The band were obsessed with the movie "Caligula"}
2. Always Never (Sometimes Ever)
3. Get The Fuck Out Of Our House
4. 1 Speed (Of Bull's Shit mand Burial)
5. T-Shaping The Frame
6. Almanac I: The Farming Farmer
7. Twice Upon Your Horse Penis (written after Claudio had sex with a Horse)
8. Fall Asleep
9. The Blundering
10. The Lying Lies and Dirty Secrets of Dan Rather
11. Brother Can I
12. The Pissing Urinal I: Hay For the Starving Horses
13. The Pissing Urinal II: From Rain Through the Hay and Turf
14. The Pissing Urinal III: Almanac II: The Milking Cow
15. The Pissing Urinal IV: The Final Churn

[edit] Track Listing for Father's Almanac, Volume Two: The World Is Gonna F***ing End (2007)

1. The Raping
2. No World Due To Global Warming
3. The Mound (Of Manure & Stank)
4. Leathers
5. The Running Tree
6. Mother Nature
7. Gravemakers & Slingblade
8. Just us in Girders
9. The End Half-done I: The Fall of the Septic tank
10. The End Half-done II: Radio Hello
11. The End Half-done III: The End Half-done
12. The End Half-done IV: The Road and the By-pass
13. The End Half-done V: At the sink

Goreng Pisang

2009-02-23T04:50:00.001-08:00

My dad has a plot of land about 5 km of mersing that he uses as his own farm. Quite a huge plot of land i would say. I was there about a year ago with my brothers helping out with the irrigation and stuff. My dad has tried planting a lot of crops and stuff but no sheep or goat. We grow crops like bananas, watermelon, chili, lemon grass and etc.

I brought ariff there once while we were on our way to singapore. We helped out by fixing some cupboards and shit i forgot. Its a hilly sort of land so at the top of the hill is really peaceful. Beautiful view i tell you, surrounded by nature. You'd be able to spot elephant footprints embedded in the soil, snakes slithering away or even roars of a tiger at night. I swear, not lying. The farm is quite deep in the jungle hence the wild life.

When Ariff and i were there, it was like brokeback mountain. >: O
I'll bring anwar soon enough. hehe.

My dad works in singapore so i see him a lot less now. It can be a good thing or a bad thing. So he'd drop by the farm and bring back pisang. I just thought i'd make this post cause i'm eating goreng pisang.

So in a way, eating goreng pisang reminds me of the farm which reminds me of my dad.

I like goreng pisang, i like my dad.

I luv pie

Raindrops keep falling on my head.

2009-02-21T04:25:00.000-08:00

Opportunities will present itself to you and it is your choice, alone, to take them.

-It's 8 at night.
-My whole family is out.
-I have enough cash to make it to anwar's, order pizza and jam to more emo/gay songs.
-It's raining really heavily outside

An opportunity, wasted.
I guess it's just gonna be me bumming around for the rest of the night.

I had soo much planed today but in the end it's not up to god, oh no.

It's up to the weather

Wait, wat?

House of mirrors, striaght, sour

2009-02-20T01:30:00.000-08:00

Anwar's house.

One cannot sleep over and NOT get super crazy monkey aroma therapy ultraman disco fever chicken brains HYPER.

Anwar's house > Weed

I was at anwar's at about 9 ish and we were lepaking.

Anwar: I got school tomorrow
Faheem: If you don't go to school, i might be able to sleepover
Anwar: Wat. you serious?

Within the next hour, Ariff, Anwar, Ali and I are shirtless jumping around anwar's room.
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SSSSSSSUUUUUUPPPPEEEERRRRRRR CCCCRRRRAAAAAZYYYY

During the night, Ali, Anwar and I were jamming to our own music. EMO music. We'd be singing shit you'd expect simple plan to sing. We never really get to finish a song though because...

A) We'd get bored and stop
B)Someone messes up
C)We all burst out laughing

Me: I look down and all i see. Is a reflexion of meeeee.
Ali: House of mirrorss
Anwar: Straight
Ali: Sour

Wat?

Srsly crazy. This is all happening while Don Ariffeiro is busy being anti-social on the computer playing DOTA. Jeebus Chrisst.

At about midnight, we all go down and watch iron man cuz ariff wanted to. In ended up being me , alone , watchin it cause they all fell asleep. At around 3 in the morning, i'm busy eating maggi mee and playing Left for Dead with the lights out and sound on speakers. Ariff sleeps.

At about 11 in the morning the next day, i went back home satisfied. There could have been more to do but it was outta my hands. It was a good day i guess.

Considering I am grounded for 2 months.

Nasi lemak

2009-02-18T22:05:00.000-08:00

The wonders of nasi lemak i tell you.

Satisfaction to it's perfection.

My loneliness is killing meeee

2009-02-17T21:50:00.000-08:00

Today doesn't feel all bad. I just got off from jamming with rashaad to gay shit like "Hit me baby", Some Avril song & "I want it that way" By the backstreet boys. But all these songs were made into hard rockish like songs and believe me, it sounded a lot like nickelback.

I remember when i was young, about 7/10 years of age, i was listenin to music like
-Will Smith
-Too Phat
-Backstreet boys
-Simple Plan
-Good Charlotte
-Limp Bizkit
-Linkin park

Those days are long gone now but that doesn't mean i don't know how to re-live my past eh? It was just last night i watched the first ever series of scooby doo. My brother downloaded them and we have like 10 gig of scooby doo. We have the complete series of SwatKats too.

I'mma get a new cat today but i really freaking hope it doesn't die. Possible cat names are
.Tom Cruise
.Indestructible
.Jesus
.Pleasedon'tdie
.SuperSaiyanGoku
.Juggernaut
.Godzilla
.Pat Moritta
.Chuck Norris

Anything that implies strength and power really.

I've had this curse, where my cats never last a year or so. The only cat that has lasted more than a year was a cat that barely lived in our house. All he did was eat and cabut. If i'm not mistaken that cat is still alive and stealing ramly burgers from the ramly guys in ampang. That cat is hardcore.

It could be the fact that i never castrate my cats that they keep running away and getting into shit. I mean, WHY would you castrate a cat?

DO YOU WANT YOUR CAT TO DIE WITHOUT BALLS?

Shit, gotta keep to schedule, gonna go sleep now.

____________________________________________________________

My day just got a lot worse.

For some weird reason, i get this short term bursts of emotions. I have no idea what it is that propels them but i start feeling down. Throughout my 16 years of life, i have only experienced this feeling twice in my life including now. Maybe its just the fact i'm immobile and not functioning right that it's affecting me psychologically. I guess its the fact i'm at home doing the same shit everyday knowing there are people out there having a laugh at a mamak or playing rugby with a bunch of dudes or maybe just a cycle with neighbours.

Ariff: Tu la budak homeschool. Tukar gear satu stengah wei

Maybe Ariff is right. I should change my gear 1 and a half.

BUT NO

TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE DIFFERENT.

I'm sick of this feeling. TO ANWARSSSSSSSS

Hi guys

2009-02-16T20:18:00.002-08:00

I believe i can see the future, cause i repeat the same routine

Those are lyrics from a song i recently listen to and somehow feels it's related to me. I'm felt like starting another blog cause i realised i have nothing better to do. My days are more or less fixed with no surprises. These few days have sucked major ass considering-

A) I'm grounded for 2 months
B) I can't sneak outta the house with my busted ankle
C) Hence stuck at home doing the same stuff over and over and over and over...

My day consists of

9.00 a.m: Wake up, brush teeth, put on some clothes, go down, drink some water and wait for school to come to me

9.30 - 11: School

11.00: Jam with brother till lunch

12.00 p.m-12.30 p.m: Lunch

12.40: Just roam around the house till i figure out what to do. Usually i end up sleeping

1.00 - 4.00: Tidur

4.15: Go downstairs and get on my playstation

6.00: Shower

6.20: Get on the computer for awhile

7.00: Dinner

7.40 - 11: Computer

11.10: Lie in bed while looking forward to the next day

12-ish: Start falling asleep

That is my average everyday schedule. I have never felt this way in my life. This is like ultimate boredom. There is no element of surprise for most of the days. Hopefully I've only started feeling this way since i got grounded. The other day i managed to get my brother to cover for me while i go to anwar's place. I didn't do much there but it was worth the visit

It makes no sense for one to be homeschooled and grounded at the same time. It's like there is no life other than in your house kinda thing. I hate it and on top of that, i hate being on crutches. Going to the toilet can be troublesome. PUTTING PANTS ON CAN HURT.

Damn i miss school
I can safely say, nothing can substitute the sweet pleasure of school. The best of my days have been spent in school. I wouldn't mind going back to school and simultaneously continue my o level studying. I wouldn't mind that at all. It'll be like a social balance. Like Yin and Yang. Like the equilibrium of heat.You can ground me anytime you want, for as long as you will but just leave me in school.

The 8th of Feb
-My kitten died from a dog attack
-I busted my ankle pretty bad
-My sister officially moved outta the house
-My washing machine went bonkers

Worse day amongst the other crappy days of February

February, the month of total gayness.

120

I don't blog, I write

SHIT

Times they are a-changin'

It happens

Just when

It was the longest night of my life.

hello again!

hello again!

People

Life is like Star Wars.

Good advice are rarer than rubies

What do you do?

Mood kill

Late night nazi zombies

Moron

JTM

Weeii, weiiii! Tukar gear satu stengah weii.

Swooooorlusshhhh

Photos of ze' year

2009

29th January 2009

Ninja

I will move away from here, you won't be afraid of fear

Erratic Behaviour

299

Naaaa naaaa naa na na na naaaaaa na na na naaaaaaa heyy juude

A million things rushed to my head. Out of all of them, one was a fist

Mginnor

n00b

It's 3 in the morning

<3

8 days.

Woahoohhwoahoohh

M.I.A

Music

It's rare to feel this expensive, but next to a girl like her

Angry face

ATDI

Ambition makes you look pretty ugly

6 years. Where are you now?

If you're awesome, you're awesome and if your not, you're french

1.50 p.m, the bell rings, bringing me life.

Cousins

"Why are you being so nice to me?"

Because i'm done with school

How long, how long will i slide.

Oi! Mangkuk!

Anubis and Odie

March 23rd hushed the wind, the music died

Forget about your house of cards

Cabs

Oh please, say to mee and let me be your man.

KoRn RAWR KoRn NGAAAAAHHHHHHH.

Sometimes you gotta run before you can walk.

Hehe

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Goreng Pisang

Raindrops keep falling on my head.

House of mirrors, striaght, sour

Nasi lemak

My loneliness is killing meeee

Hi guys